"You're alive...That means you have infinite potential."
- Neil Gaiman
Two weeks ago, I had a stroke.
I was alone on a walk, phone-less, in the middle of nowhere.
I got wobbly. My vision went out. I thought I would faint.
I crouched on the ground, trying to recover,
couldn't lift my arm, and my head hurt all on one side.
They say a stroke can happen to anyone, at any age.
I diet and exercise like a heart-healthy zealot, rarely drink, don't smoke, and yet...
After more doctors and hospitals than I ever thought I'd need, I'm home.
Fuzzy and shaken. Tripping over my own feet.
And so beyond thankful
that I still have words and sight, and everything!
I tried to explain this to my hubs, tried to tell him
how important my words, my wit, my thoughts, all of it,
how essential it is to me,
and he patted my hand,
"We all love our brains, honey."
We do. We love our brains!
But do we realize?
It's my revelation of the year.
Would you rather have brains or beauty?
many of them obsessed with cals and carbs,
grapefruit juice and healthy exercise...
and guess what?
When it all flashes in front of you,
who cares if you are a size 2 or a size 20?
Love that mirror.
Enjoy it. Every inch of yourself, no matter your size,
no matter your foibles.
Enjoy your bumps and lumps, your warts, your wrinkles.
You are a living masterpiece.
Enjoy your messes, your arguments, your in-laws, your guffaws.
Family? Snuggle with them!
Friends? Keep warm by them!
Not published yet? Not a beauty queen?
Our measure of success can be so misleading.
It took a stroke to remind me again of my SACRED DIRT -
this life, every blessed day of it,
dishes, mismatched socks, paper piles,
my beautiful, beautiful life.
I have coherent sentences,
the ability to wipe tears
and kiss each sticky face,
even if sometimes things change,
even if it takes a while to paddle back out and find my rhythm,
what a beautiful, sacred dirt I stand in
If you get anything from this post, please get this:
Anyone can have a stroke.
If you or someone you know has an episode
with ANY of these symptoms,
call a doctor, or 911 immediately.They have ways to reverse a stroke
if they catch it right away.
Learn the signs.
You might save a life...
even your own!